Thursday, January 28, 2010


Victor Harbor's not that far away is it?

Wednesday, January 27, 2010

Well, that was a bit stupid of me...

So, apparentely I was freaking out over nothing. The thought of senior school actually petrified me, for the entire holidays. I was terrified at the thought of responsibility and homework and formal uniform and different teachers and timetables and assignments and not being with my friends.

But, I got to school, and saw all my friends, and the worries began to slowly disappear. Although I still am pretty scared to walk down the corridor by myself, on account of the numerous times that I was pushed today, but I'll survive. And to make life a lot easier, by some truly AMAZING fluke I got like, 4 friends in my home group! YAY!

The only thing I've got to worry about now is the fact that I actually can't open my own locker, which is a slight dilemma, but if that's my biggest problem with senior school, life for the next year should be easy as pie!

Sunday, January 24, 2010

You Know.

I'm sick of this.
It's seriously not fair.
I thought that you cared.

But no, apparentely not.

Tuesday, January 19, 2010


Sometimes I wonder...why?

Why must such horrible things happen?



On one hand, I could do the right thing and let it happen and be happy for the person.

On the other hand, I could get really really really really pissed off and it would happen anyway.

So. What do I do?

Wait. They're both losers anyway, who cares?

Oh. That's right, the majority of my friends are losers.

Sunday, January 17, 2010


Hello People, whom I doubt will be reading this.

I don't really have anything exciting to blog sad. So, I shall tell you what I have been up to as of late, and what I've got planned until I have to face the dreaded horror otherwise known as school.

Today...I went over to Grace's house :D Well, Alex and I went over to Grace's house. I thought the plan was to make cookies. We never did. We played some random games on Tivo and made pizza and kind of watched Harry Potter. 'Twas good fun.

Tomorrow the plan is that Mother and I are going shopping :D Then she's dropping me at my Granny's house so I can catch up with my cousins and finally finish my project (I'm making some sort of overally type shorts things...but they're taking forever) Then sometime tomorrow is when Big Week Out! Which I'm really excited about...which is slightly strange, because I don't really have much of a clue what we're actually doing, but hey? It sounds like it's going to be fun!

So from Monday through to Friday, I shall be busying myself with Big Week Out, then I have to be at the airport at 4.45 on Saturday Morning. Fun hey?

I'm going to bed SO SO SO SO SO tired by the time school starts that I'm afraid I'll have to never attend school again. I really don't want to go back yet.

Saturday, January 16, 2010


I think it's terrible. Seeing 14 and 15 year olds drinking and smoking. It actually disgusts me. It disgusts me a heck of a lot more to think that they're my friends. It's even worse when these 'friends' offer you a cigarette and then call you a wuss when you decline. So then after bothering you about not smoking, they try and pester you to have a drink...they say "oh, come on, one drink won't kill you."

And then you don't know what to do. On one hand you want your friends to think that you're cool, but on the other hand you know that it's a really stupid thing to do.


Thursday, January 14, 2010

Oh hello there.

I'm in the middle of a surprise vist from a certain cousin and best friend of mine. Although they are off buying me icecream, so I thought I'd blog about my happiness!


Anyway, what I really wanted to blog about wasn't happiness, more the exact opposite to be honest. Don't you really hate it when you trust someone a lot, and then they just go and do something completely mean and you never ever want to talk to them again?

It sucks.

Why are girls such bitches? It drives me insane.

Tuesday, January 12, 2010

You Know...

I don't actually have a whole lot to say to you world of Blog.
None the less. Life is good, I'm mostly happy-except for one thing, but that can't be helped-and this piece of pie is possibly the most delicious item of food that I've ever eaten. Aside from the fact that I'm REALLY REALLY REALLY missing certain people...possibly even people that I've seen during this week, but mostly ones I haven't seen since school finished, I'm happy.


Monday, January 11, 2010

Love sucks.

Love is a stupid thing. Honestly. What does it do for you? Make your heart pound 100000 beats per minute? Make you cry yourself to sleep at night? Make you wait by the phone just to see if he'll call? Make you do stupid things that you're going to regret later? And yeah, the worst thing is that it ruins friendships.

Love sucks Pineapples.

Friday, January 8, 2010

Er...I fail at coming up with titles hey?

God. I'm a freaking selfish bitch.

I finally get what I want, and I'm STILL not happy. Sometimes I wish I could be a good person...and a better friend. But no. I fail at life.

I just don't get it...It's what I wanted, yet I'm still not satisfied with it...gahh.

Wednesday, January 6, 2010

How can you miss someone this much?

I miss you so much. Probably too much. But I'm worried about you. I'm so worried that I'm staying up to wait to talk to you, even though I know you won't come online. I'm worried that you'll do something incredibly stupid... maybe even stupider than you've already done.

So please. Don't shut the world out. It won't help. You've got to do something. At least talk to someone. Please?

Love you :D

And so do a lot of people...and God...even if you did do something really stupid, he still loves you no matter what.

Tuesday, January 5, 2010

Some random survey I stole from Sari

IN 2009 DID YOU?
(Bold is True)

Spent Over $200 in One Store
Thrown Up
Broken A Cell Phone
Made a member of the opposite sex cry
Discover a new favourite band/singer
Have a sleepover with a member of the opposite sex
Drove for more than 8 hours
Eat sushi
Take a picture of yourself kissing someone
Listen to a song on repeat over 50 times
Worn heels
Worn red lipstick
Freak out waiting for someone to text you back
Get into a big fight with someone you've kissed before
Lent someone money for drugs
Lied to your best friend
Watched the sunrise
Had detention
Cried yourself to sleep
Forgotten someone's birthday
Played spin the bottle
Been in a talent show
Dumped someone
Gotten seasick
Hung up on someone
Been out of the country
Thrown a show at someone
Sung in front of a crowd

Monday, January 4, 2010

Ok, well then. I feel like writing letters.

Dearest Best Buddy,

I think it's my job as your best friend to tell you that you've screwed up immensely. But you're strong, you can get through it k? I remember you singing and making a speech at your own Dad's funeral when you thought it was your fault, and you still didn't cry. You're strong enough to get through anything, especially this. It's all ok though, I have a plan.
We shall go to Mexico, meet a guy called Felix, he shall sell us an old bomb for the price of a taco. So we'll travel around Mexico in our old little bomb, until we find a blue phone box. We shall then meet the Doctor (David Tennant and NOT Matt Smith) and we'll ask him to take us back two or so months in time. He'll say no. But it'll all be ok, because he gives us the idea of starting a lemonade stand to raise money to get home! So yeah, we end up home anyway. Fine. It's a shonky plan.
But please, you can get through this, you need to talk to someone...You can't do it on your own, you're only 15. And know that I've always loved you, always have, and always will.
Love You Lots.
Love JemaJam.
Well, I can't be bothered with anymore letters, so I quit.


That sounds weird. 2010. Time flies. I wish I was back in Year 2. Before anything bad had happened. Everyone lived nearby. My biggest worry was what to have on my toast.

Not saying I don't like life as it is now, I do. I mean, there's a few things I'd like to change, like possibly bringing Sarah and Morgan to live here with me, and cheering Mum up, and for me to get more sleep, but you know, I'm reasonably happy most of the time...sometimes it would be nice to go back in time though.

But 2009 has gone so fast, it's creepy. It's been a good year though. Mostly. Made some good new friends, a fair few of whom I wouldn't of been brave enough to even talk to last year...but yeah, I guess it's been a good year.

2010 sounds scary. Year 10. Ugh. All the new friends I've made this year aren't gonna be in any of my classes, which is slightly sucky. But oh well. I'm looking forward to it, in a nervous way. Except for my apparent placing in pure maths when I failed maths...Oh well.

I've got a couple of New Year's Resolutions I've decided.

To sleep more, to be myself ALL the time, to give and get more hugs (yeah it probably sounds stupid, but oh well.) to not spend my life on facebook and to do my homework and get better grades, get a job, to spend more time with friends who I don't spend much time with, and to appreciate my family more.

Wow. Long list.

Well, night peeps, I should be in bed...hope your holidays are going swimmingly(no, that was not a fish reference)