I miss you so much. Probably too much. But I'm worried about you. I'm so worried that I'm staying up to wait to talk to you, even though I know you won't come online. I'm worried that you'll do something incredibly stupid... maybe even stupider than you've already done.
So please. Don't shut the world out. It won't help. You've got to do something. At least talk to someone. Please?
Love you :D
And so do a lot of people...and God...even if you did do something really stupid, he still loves you no matter what.