How can someone be so close but feel so far away?

The truth is I really do miss you. Even if I see you heaps. I really just want the old you back.

You've changed so much it hurts. It hurts me to see you like this, because I know it's not who you are. It's not like you to do all the stuff you're doing.

It hurts me. And your family. And it's not achieving anything.

So please. Stop before you hurt yourself.

Please?

I miss the old you. Who turned up at my house with two litres of melted icecream because you didn't realise that icecream melted. Or the one who cheered me up by chasing chickens with me. That's who I want back.

Love Jema :D